I sit here most of my days with my face burried into my hands.
My mind goes about a million times a minute every single day. Every thought is one extreme to the other, from the most simple things to just weird, pointless things that STRESS me out. That's the thing though...they ARE just things. Does anyone else do this to themselves?
I'm going to sit here right now and write down everything that is going through my head.
You are in for a real treat. Ready, set, GO!
My hands are dry. Need lotion. Wholy crap, my nail polish looks like crap. Must fix this. Speaking of nails, I need to start taking my Biotin. I don't want to be at work, how much longer do I have? Oh crap, 2.5 hours. Ughhhhhh. I need to scan some paperwork but I don't want to do it so I shall proceed to put it off until I can't anymore. This grapefruit sitting on my desk needs to be eaten. But I don't want to go and get my hands all sticky trying to prepare to eat it. I feel so frumpy today. I'm hot, but I don't want to take my jacket off because I'm feeling super FLUFFY today. I'm so hungry. I've already had a peach, soup, and fiber bar today. I can feel my third chin, yet I'm really wanting some onion rings, cupcakes, and a cheeseburger. WHY is it when I'm hungry for these things, I complain about being big. I hate being a girl sometimes. This sucks. I have so much to do. I need to update my photography blog so bad but I need to clean up my office and clean off my desk in order to feel "ready" to be productive. I need to do laundry. I want to play volleyball. I want to work out but I most likely will not. I have NO energy, which means I need to work out. Vicious cycle I hate you. Why am I being lazy? Get yourself together!!!!!!! Ugh phone please don't ring. I really don't feel like talking to idiots today. I need to clean our baseboards and dust. The whole house is dirty and we have company this weekend. Every weekend is busy. Gosh! I have so much on my plate. I need to call back my friends. I need to find time for Andrew and the pups. I need to clean my comforter again. I need to pray. I need to pray. I need to pray. Stop complaining Shay. It could be worse. A loved one of mine has an alcoholic problem. I don't know how to help. My sister-in-law is CANCER FREE! PRAISE YOU LORD! I love you! I need to do something sweet for my husband but I don't know what to do. I have so much to do. I need to make a list. But then that means my list will keep growing and once I mark off one thing, I add three. I need to go get coffee. I'm tired. I love my shoes though. Man, I need to start taking better care of myself. BREATHE dangit! Relax! Which reminds me, I still have a gift certificate for a message. Heck yes. California is three weeks away and I don't fit in my bridesmaid dress.I still want onion rings though. STOP IT! Go away hunger! GO AWAY!!!!!!! I don't want to fly. I hate planes. Photoshoot this weekend. I need to figure out what to do. Hmm. Brain is clogged up. What? Oh and my boss is talking to me. Must go now. Ta. Ta. Hardy harrr har.
SEE WHAT I MEAN!? I need help.
This was just in ONE whole minute.
Please tell me I am not alone.
This is like this every day. All day.